So I have been thinking

As my last post said i have been stressed.....but I am doing better.. I have been thinking a lot this last few week about why i know that this is right and I really don't have any answer... but I know that this is what I am to do with my life. There is not a doubt I just know this is. When i was going back a forth going on a mission one of the things that keep coming to mind was "if i don't serve what if someone has to wait to find the gospel". I know that with all my heart that there is someone out there that is  waiting for me. I can describe this feeling or even how i know this but there is not a question in my mind. 

The other think that i have been thinking about is- There are a million reasons for me to stay, but there is not one reason for me not to go. 

I have grown so very much this year and i give all the praises to the Lord for that. I am who i am because of him. For a long time I thought that I knew who I was...but i was wrong... but for once i feel like i belong in this skin.... i know that as long as I am living a Christ-centered life that i will be the person that I am meant to be, and more importantly I will be the person God wants me to be. I never knew that i could feel so much love. 

I may be stressed but I am blessed- dee

BEHOLD THOU HAST A GIFT, AND BLESSED ART THOU BECAUSE OF THY GIFT. REMEMBER IT IS SACRED AND COMETH FORM ABOVE. D&C 6:10