where do i go from here......

I am so ready to put my papers in...but i still have some time before that can happen. I kind of had a freak out moment.... so as i was thinking about everything that I have to do before i go a thought came to mind... If everything on my time line goes according to plans i can get my endowments and i was like Wow this is going by so fast. That made me think about how i was preparing and can i be doing better...my answer was yes.. can't we all be doing better. We live in a world that is crazy and times are changing. I'm changing. I have never felt as alone as i have the past couple of months...But i know that i am going. I remember a  saying. "I have never understood how harsh the sound of a hammer and chisel could be until the Lord took me into His hand and made me who I am." I am grateful for the blessing and love that i feel from my Father and Heave and i know He is making into the person that I am meant to be but it is a hard road. I know that i am to serve..I don't think that i have ever felt something so strong and i feel this. I am growing and hope that my faith will be strong enough to make it.